The inevitable has happened. And in an instant I have seen all the pieces I had begun to put together come crashing down. I suppose if you were to look at my heart right now, it would look like a broken glass, with shards all over the place; its only hope superglue.
The good news is my response time of picking up these pieces has been much quicker than it was last time it broke.
And what, pray tell you, has happened in my life that I have resorted to being this dramatic. Well folks, I have seen photos of my EH with his new girlfriend.
She is darling. Perfect height for him.
If you didn't know, which why would you, my EH is 6'4" and unfortunately I am 5'3". I always desired to be taller, and his girlfriend is the perfect height.
And did I mention how cute she is. She definitely doesn't have purple hair or a pixie cut. She doesn't have freckles or short legs. What she does have, I could only hope to possess. She has my EH and that, more than anything, hurts.
I knew this day would come and weirdly enough months ago I had a dream in which this situation played out. But no matter how many times I prepared myself, I could not have prepared for the overwhelming emotions I am dealing with right now.
So, it's time to bring out the superglue and glue this s**t back together. If any of you happen to come across a missing piece of my heart, do me a favor, dust it off and send it my way. Love to you all, even my EH and his new girlfriend.
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