My heart is so heavy...it seems each day I can't stop from crying. Although I know this is just a bad wave and that a better one is coming along, this heaviness is taking a toll. I want so badly to be living another life. One with love, support, safety and my EH.
Sometimes it's just all too much to take on by myself. And to know that he does have someone, well that just makes it unbearable.
I could crawl into bead and escape but I know that won't help heal this shattered heart of mine. Instead, I seem to eat my emotions which is also not wise. 10 lbs later and it's time for me to get it together. I said from the beginning I needed to take care of my mind, body, and soul. It's time to refocus and get it together. Starting tomorrow...
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