There are a lot of things that come up in my relationship with Bear, that have me thinking I want to work on that.
One of them being the occasional feeling that all of this will end one day. For obvious reasons, my mind sometimes spirals and lands on the notion that Bear is going to leave me in the future.
It's true I don't what the future holds for either one of us, but to live with the idea that it will most definitely end only creates more chaos in the present day.
I've been given no reason to believe he will leave, only that the past has shown me life is unpredictable that way.
It's something I'm working on...not living in fear of what will happen in the future, but enjoying what I know to be true now. We are in love, having fun, and living life to its fullest.
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