Today is the first day of December and it seems almost unreal that in two months, I will have been going through this divorce process for a year. Looking back at this last week, I finally realize what it means to move on.
Had I not found out that my EH was unfaithful during our marriage and that he had lied on many occasions from the beginning of our relationship, I can't say I would be where I am today.
The clarity in knowing that the love story I thought we had, was never really there, helped me come to this place of complete understanding of what it was we actually had. And a love story it was not.
Yes there were moments of complete happiness and bliss, but overall, I married someone who was dishonest to me, to our marriage, and to himself.
This week, I decided to love me. I took myself out to the movies at an upscale movie theatre, bought myself some new workout pants, and treated myself to some lovely dinners. It was altogether a very pleasant appreciation of me. Something I believe I deserved.
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