Smitten...

So one week from today I'll be going to Washington to visit Bear.

I joke that after this weekend we'll see if he still likes me, but part of me is worried.

Worried because we had an amazing weekend together, but who knows maybe I'm not going to be the person he remembers me to be.

That's the thing about getting to know someone and liking someone. There are many doubts. I try to not let them creep into my head, but unfortunately sometimes I find they've already nestled their way in there.

It's a little terrifying to like someone and to wonder what it is they really think about you. So that's where I am...completely smitten with Bear, and sort of trying to figure out what it is he thinks about me.

Of course, it would be much better if I just stopped thinking and just enjoyed every moment.