Before I start my post...I'd like to say I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter. There is so much to be thankful for, and I do believe that Easter represents, in some ways, new life.
I had a beautiful day yesterday spent with friends and family. I only broke down once...as I was getting ready for dinner I thought back on what a special day it had been, and how after all these years my parents still put out Easter baskets. It saddened me though, because where there once had been a basket for my EH, there no longer was.
I sent my EH an Easter text and although I didn't expect anything back, I was still disappointed not to have at least received a text wishing me a Happy Easter.
It's sometimes so difficult to get through the day without crawling into bed to escape from the emotions I am feeling. But I do get through the day, and I refuse to hide under blankets and not face the world. I refuse to let this divorce cripple me, even when it seems it would be much easier.
All I can say is that yesterday was a shining example of new life...so here's to a new journey and a new life for all of us going through breakups, divorces, or any other bump in the road.
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